It's been over a year since I made my short film. Doniele was dumped by the guy she dumped me for- he said he couldn't figure out how to make her happy- and now she's in a relationship with a guy who deosn't curse, and feels it's "extremely inappropriate" for us to remain friends. They live WAAAYYY out of town, she had to give up her cats, because this guy is allergic to them, she doesn't have a job, doesn;t seem to be doing anything with her performing career, and seems content to be with a guy who works as a karaoke DJ.

I'm currently working on a web series, we've done eight episodes that are up on YouTube and our own site, we just did a stunt-filled episode with an Academy Award winning stunt coordinator (also an Emmy winner) and we've got three more episode in pre-production.

That's the first time I've written all that stuff about her and me on the same page. I'm not patting myself on the back, but, it seems in the year since she left, even though I have cried on an almost daily basis, that I'm doing much better than she is. I still miss her and want her to come back; I've got a lot more to offer than some insecure jerk who won't let her be my friend.

I have told her that I will always be her friend, even if she doesn't want to be mine, and that I will always be there, if she ever needs me.